Monday, May 18, 2009

The Beginning ...

So I usually write all of my thoughts and things in my journal...
but it's a lot easier to post here class and look like you're paying attention than it is to write in a little flowery notebook... so we'll see how this goes.

So I've been thinking...
about my friends a lot recently. I've just been thinking about the summer and how weird it will be without them being right down the hall... but also how weird it is that I've come to depend on them so much...

At the beginning of the year I was terrified about having to make all new friends. I don't make the most pleasant first impression... I can come off as alienating, too serious, mean.. whateverrrr... it just takes me awhile to warm up to people... but I came into freshman year knowing that if I wanted to not hate college I was going to have to let myself make friends.

It's weird, though, because, looking back, I can't remember when the people I'm close to became my close friends... I remember meeting them, then I remember being besties with them... the in-between stage is a little fuzzy... and this was less than a year ago, so, yeah...

That's what I've been thinking.

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